Why do I feel like this is going to be Paper
Pages meets Therapy Session? That’s because it is, Vivian. You know
it is; you planned it would be, and therefore you will write it exactly like it
is.
Well then, let’s get into it.
I’m not going to talk too much about life, so let’s talk books first.
I’ve read almost 100 books —more like 75; however, that was alongside life
being life and job hunting being as evil as ever. I only blog about the ones
that made an impact on my reading life. I tend to steer away from the ones that
gave me indigestion. As a blogger, I need the journey to be ravishing. As an
editor, I need the literature to speak to me in a way only words can. The right
ratios of dialogue to description and steady character development. After
reading so many tropes, there are only ever limited ways for the story to take
its toll. The art of recycling lines is not lost, but what I look for is the
book that gives me something I never expected. I expected the arranged
marriage, but the reason behind it has to be innovative. That’s when a rom-com
makes its mark on me, my heart, and my blog.
I’ll try my best to put these into categories
however for me a read is a read so here we go.
Small Town
Chesnut Spring Series – Reckless (#4)
& Hopeless (#5) – Elsie Silver
Wild Eyes – Elsie Silver
Knockemout Series – Lucy Score
Sports Romances
Fangirl Down – Tessa Bailey
Daydream (Highschool) – Hannah Grace
Promise Me Not (Highschool) – Meagan
Brandy
The Striker – Ana Huang
Billionaire Heart-throbs
King of Sloth – Ana Huang
Dreamland Series – Specifically Terms
& Conditions (#2) and Final Offer (#3) - Lauren Asher
Single Parent
Ghosted – J.M. Darhower
Final Offer (Dreamland Billionaire
Series) – Lauren Asher
Things We Never Got Over (Knockemout
Series) – Lucy Score
Mafia & Dark Romances
The Made Series – Danielle Lori
Sinners Anonymous - Somme Sketcher
Sinners Condemned & Sinners Consumed - Somme Sketcher
Twisted Pride - Cora Reilly
The Monster Trilogy – Rina Kent
Throne Duet - Rina Kent
God of Ruin - Rina Kent
God of War – Rina Kent
Odd Ones Out
Heart Bones – Colleen Hoover
Do note that the Dreamland Billionaire
Series by Lauren Asher was a second chance at love for me. I reviewed them
as bad, then re-read them as fantastic.
Read my blog post before this one to understand why I chose these books and
authors specifically. However, in a nutshell, when you can relate to characters
in a book, it just gives you hope.
Okay, so real talk. I am just a little
biased when it comes to Ana Huang. It’s not my fault that everything she
writes is done so well. Honestly, if anyone knows how to interconnect a series,
it’s this woman. I’m not biased to anyone else; I promise. Maybe Tessa
Bailey, but considering her latest release has been collecting dust on my
shelf, maybe not so much anymore.
Out of the number of books I’ve read,
picking out the ones I did was a task. Not all of them are 2024 releases; some
are just discoveries I made and fell in love with on paper.
Now onto the final therapy session from
Vivian for this 2024 movie. The tropes for my 2024 life movie? Horror. Extreme
horror.
I’ve never shied away from talking about
the difficult periods in my life on my page, so I’m not going to start now.
2024 has been a wake-up call. I’m not talking a little slap on the face. No.
No, because I could shake that off. I’m talking ice-bucket thrown on my head,
punch to the ribs, slap on the face, and stamped on all before I even opened an
eye. Not both, just one. I have been betrayed by those who I never would have
even considered, let alone been sure about. I have been blamed and accused. I
have been painted by brushes just so others’ hands could stay clean. Job
hunting has been a mess. I have seen more rejections than I have rain, bearing
in mind I live in blinking England. I see everyone posting amazing 2024
TikToks, and I just cannot relate. And that’s fine. Why? Because I’m in my
struggling-healing-growing phase. As a person, as a professional, and as a
goddamn citizen of this funny place we call life. It’s fine. I’ve learned more
this year than I ever have before. I rediscovered myself, set new goals, and
left a whole lot of baggage behind. That includes feelings, people, and
opinions.
The biggest lesson? Just keep your mouth shut. Not everything needs a reaction.
Not everyone needs time, and most important of all, not everyone needs you. It’s
not a nice reality check to have but good things don’t come easy. Time will
tell, and time will heal. Your feelings will change every hour, if not every
day. You think you’re over a situation, until it creeps back up during the
night, and all those emotions come thundering back in. So be it. Go through it,
so long as you remember to get back out of it. Just keep going.
I read because I love literature. I read because I like to discover authors who
deserve more limelight than some who already have it. I read so I don’t go
mental over the life I have some control over. I read so I can just live in a
perfectly written world for 5 minutes where expectations are met, problems are
solved and happily ever afters always exist.
Yes, we are writers of our own stories; however, be realistic. There is only so
much we can do, and as long as we do that, then hold no regrets. I die over
writing applications. Ultimately, HR decides, I don’t. I can decide what I can
do to get the recognition, but I can’t force people to recognize me. It’s fine.
You don’t always need to be the star as long as you’re the star of your own
show. And with that, our – or at least my – 2024 comes to an end. It happened,
and now it’s over.
I’m reading my way into 2025, as should you. Look at those fireworks and
celebrate what’s happened. Some will be weeping for those they lost, while
others will be cheering over the new tandems in their life. Live in it.
So, with the words that have got us
through 2024, alongside the lessons we’ve been taught from those we love most,
I say my final mwah! and enter 2025 as a new person. Let’s leave what
happened where it belongs – in the past – and move into 2025 with an
energy. It doesn’t have to be great; it just has to be there. Let’s see where
it takes us, because as we all know, regardless of what we feel, life will move
on. It never stops unless we decide that we do, and who writes their own life
story again? Ah, yes. That would be us.
One last time, Mwah!
Vivian.
Don’t forget to keep reading, because as long as you
do, it’s making a struggling authors day that much better. Reach for the starts
of success. Bye 2024, you have been interesting.
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